It's not that true

Have no idea what i'm thinking now
What is my feeling
It's nothing happened, but somehow... just unhappy
Is because of you?
You changed me!
But...you are not here right now
I need you, but you no nit me
The things that i'm always thinking
Am i think too much?
Nope! i'm not!
It's true and just
What i wan is just... to change me back

Laugh not from heart
happy not from heart
Nothing can make me laugh anymore
even... laugh that's just only
Bring me back to normal and the first who am i should be
Peace and Joy you had bring to me
I need more and more from you and others

Dear friend!
Dont leave me alone
Really need you guys to accompany me for the future
Lose and lose for everything
Not strong enough

EMO kiaaaa
You make me become like that
Who knows?
No one at least
Disappointed for everything

Just only me myself, my heart, my feeling
You dont know everything
Dont always act like everything you know
My life i know, i know my way, i know what am i doing
You are not me!
What i wan, you dont know
Is just as simple as me
That's all

You go and dont come back
Dont change me again and again
Really tired for it, everything that you did for me
And also what i did for you
Initiative really make me crazy
Is your turn to care me back
Sorry that i wont find you anymore
Is just.. you do not need me, and i just go away from you
When you need me, you will find me back
And i'll just wait
Thanks for coming in to my life, my memories! <3 p="">