2014年7月29日星期二

HOLIDAY

去年的这个假期每一天在家做功课
没有一天功课是做完的
今年的假期没想到可以这样过
原本有camp一直挣扎很久要不要去
但现在完完全全没有后悔没有去
去了还真的会后悔得要死
连续3天的活动过得很充实
Astro 新秀大赛决赛好不容易今年拿到票结果去不到
后来改期了!终于去到了
虽然很累很热很多人很挤
不过没有后悔到现场去听
参与这第一次的现场show~真的很爽!
朋友谢谢你陪我一起去
大家都知道其实你们都是陪我来而已
你们完全没有看新秀也不知道谁是谁但你们还是很配合我
而且还很保护我(遇到些不开心的事)
想说经过这次我们的友谊好像更好了
一直很好的那个现在更好了
你是那个很好谈什么都能聊的笨蛋
你很喜欢拉着我的书包一起走
而我也会拉着你的书包一起走
认识不算久还算蛮了解你也知道你喜欢什么不喜欢什么
每一次有机会也会想要把你带出去一起去玩
站了超过3个小时!有了很远很远的路!脚也弄伤了!
不过一切都很值得至少没有后悔
隔天7小时以上的会议+培训,讨论了很多很多(其实也不知道能不能记得那么多)
很多事情很想做可是真的力不从心
培训环节更让我飙泪(回想当初的自己和现在的自己,压力到哭)
心中的那团火很重要,可是却不是每个人能维持
一个人努力真的很累,没有人帮到你什么都要靠自己都要自己做
尝试着不要想放弃好好的努力,太多东西一起来真的很难维持
每一次的累都很想放弃但是就是不能说放就放
这7个小时是没有白费的至少让自己更有信心了一下,知道接下来该做什么
第三天的到来来的很突然巧遇之下能到现场支持你们
一路上困难从从(我们迷路了)很怕赶不及
虽然见你们的时间没有很长也没有聊很多
谢谢你还记得我虽然不知道是不是真的
不过看到你们真的很开心已经很兴奋了
所有的累所有的不安都是值得的
也就这样3天就这样结束了
完完全全3天没有动功课(糟糕!)
享受完生活就该拼了,很多东西一定会被牺牲掉然后再弥补回去
牺牲了做功课的时间往外跑
所以就要牺牲睡觉的时间来把功课做完
希望我所安排的计划能够顺利
EVERYTHING SUBMIT ON TIME!!
THANKS GOD让我有机会参与你们的活动
不是每一个活动都能参与,这次真的很luckly!
ALL THE BEST!! ALWAYS SUPPORT YOU GUYSSS!
MISS U ALL N YOU XD

2014年7月4日星期五

July Story

Hey my bestieee!! what happen to both of us
What's is going on right now?
Something had changed and also make us change..
I hope that is was a wrong feeling for you, but somehow it seen like true for everyone..
Are you take it serious? Do you really think about it?
I just dont wan you to get any hurt..
Am i worry too much? I always tell myself dont think like that, but the feeling for me is really like that.
It is the way you choose, you make the choice on your hand..
Seriously I cant do anything about it..
But it really make me a bad feeling..
Too care about you, keep on think about you
Even just a small thing about you, can easily make me feel happy
Even one word also can make me feel sweet
How can you do it to me
You always said that you always here for me, and said it to you too
But were you really find me all the time?
I know that we nothing to chat, nothing to said
But stay with you really make me feel comfortable
No one can easily change our relationship
I know you trust on me
And i really miss you much
Back to the day that we met
Back to the time
Back to the moment that we still dont know each other
We are just normal person
We have our own emotion
Alot of thing you dint tell me
I dint force you to tell me
Cause I really trust on you
One day you will tell me all
So what can i do is just wait for the day
When normal person meet normal person
Everything is really become normal and normal
Dont make it complicated
Dont make it confess
Dont make it stress
As i always tell you, i'll be here for you if you need me.. you can easily find me if you find me
I'll really try my best to help what i can
But at least, would u try to find me? This is the problem
For now, how should i face on you
Timing is not suit to meet you, It's true
We can just wait the day to come only we can meet
Seriouly! i really miss you !